About Us
We're Mike and Renee. Our daughter, Amelia
Grace, was born in Kenya in December of 1998. Our son,
Zachary Ian was born in New Jersey in August of 2001. We
have been missionaries with Africa Inland Mission in East
Africa since 1997. Mike is a missionary bush pilot for
the mission's aviation ministry, AIM AIR, and a writer
for AIM's On-Field Media Ministry. Renee is his
logistical and emotional support, a home-school teacher,
and a help to the mission with a variety of
behind-the-scenes tasks. Our "home" is in Kenya's capitol
city of three million souls – Nairobi. We work with a
team of missionaries providing support to other
missionaries and ministries in many countries throughout
East and Central Africa.
Our
Story
Renee and I met in 1993. I was a student at Moody Bible
College – Moody Aviation, in eastern Tennessee, and Renee
was working in the same area as a missionary to inner
city folks. Call me what you will, but the first time I
saw Renee I knew I had found my wife. A week after
meeting her, I knew for sure. In retrospect, we should
have just eloped, but we waited and were married in 1995,
just 2 days after I finished my 5 years of training for
missionary aviation at Moody.
Renee came to Tennessee after a disjointed pursuit of a
college education in Oklahoma and a tour of duty in the
Persian Gulf War with the National Guard. In her search
for a place to serve God, she bumped into me. Her
introduction was the sight of me playing "air guitar" on
a stage in Gatlinburg, Tennessee... (but that's another
story altogether). Initially, I think she thought I was a
bit of a goof, but after a romantic hike on the
Appalachian Trail and a home-cooked spaghetti dinner (I
am half Italian after all) she began to soften up. When
the Bluff City Police Department caught us kissing in the
church parking lot one night, well... I knew then it was
serious. I told Renee, "stick with me kid... and someday
you'll end up in a jungle somewhere" (or something to
that order).
Renee and I had a beautiful little wedding in small-town
America. It cost us six hundred dollars, and was worth a
million. We decided to stay in the Appalachians and moved
to southwest Virginia. I ran a tiny flight school in a
town called Rural Retreat (home to the inventive chemist,
Dr. Pepper, of soda-pop fame.) Renee and I rented a
little brick house on a dead-end street, made our dates
at the local drive-in, and found romance in late night,
spontaneous trips to the 24-hour Wal-Mart round the
corner. Life was sweet. But we always knew we were headed
to another place.
Two years in Virginia gave us a place to call home just
as we were leaving it. We decided that AIM was the place
for us even though we never imagined ourselves in Africa.
Being called to missionary work is sometimes hard to
define. For Renee and I, it was an obvious and
overwhelming series of events over many years which
caused us to conclude that we were being directed to work
as missionaries, and to know that God's hand was in it.
The Rest
of the Story...
Ten Years Down the
Road
November 11, 2007
Renee and I marked ten years today. We flew off to Africa
for the first time exactly a decade ago – young, broke,
bright eyed, and ready to change the world. It seems like
a lifetime already, and like yesterday.
While we don't count ourselves "old" just yet, we have
surely grown. Looking back over the past ten years, the
first thing that comes to mind is how thankful we are to
have something to look back on. There was a time when we
thought this adventure would be short-lived.
I remember a year or so into our first term, when Renee
cried a little too regularly and I retreated to the work.
Stressed and somewhat downtrodden, we hid away the credit
cards lest we buy a ticket home on impulse and go, Jonah
like, in the exact opposite direction of God's gentle,
leading hand. We looked for reasons to stay, and looked
for a vision of ourselves five or ten years into it – one
where we could see the point of what seemed like such a
great sacrifice. But despite the clearly awesome ministry
before us, we couldn't see it. Wiser missionaries told us
to stick it out. And they were right.
For a new missionary, youth and a US passport are an
insurance policy. In them are the knowledge that you can
always go back and make a new start if things don't work
out quite right. We held on to these, for a long time
unknowingly, as an "exit strategy" of sorts in our
endeavor. And as the years moved on, we sometimes
struggled to see our youth slip away. Ten years later, it
seems much less important. Thirty-six years old now,
still relatively broke, the passports represent less of
an exit and more of an entry into other possible
ministries in other lands somewhere down the road. And
our security is not wrapped up in job-potential anymore,
but in a faithful God with a history of meeting our
needs. This has been a priceless lesson, and really just
a footnote to the broader lessons and insights of a
decade of ministry.
I have flown actively, and safely, as a mission pilot for
four terms. I've logged three to four thousand hours over
Africa - the individual hours representing distances that
would otherwise be measured in days or weeks of travel
without an airplane. I don't know exactly how to measure
the impact of all that flying on Christ's Kingdom, but I
am not unaware that it is probably very large. These
skills have sustained ministries, rescued people in
distress, brought hope to hopeless places, and
encouragement to other missionaries contemplating their
own exit strategies.
The mission airplane simply plays a supporting role in
the wondrous drama of God at work at the ends of the
earth. It is a backdrop to churches planted, lives
transformed, and such ordinary things as hospitals built,
wells dug, and people cared for. In Africa, wherever
redemption and remoteness meet, there you will find
airplanes and pilots. Being counted among them, in my
muddied boots and tattered flight shirt, to save the day
or simply be humbled again, has been an awesome
privilege.
For Renee, the privilege is yet one more step removed as
she graciously assumes a supporting role to my supporting
role. Time has not changed the difficult reality of this
second-hand blessing – the life of a pilot's wife. But
time has revealed the importance of her contribution.
Renee is my anchor. As I go out from day to day to
wrestle thunderstorms and evil men, as I grit my teeth
and face the chaos with a courage easily mistaken as my
own, the truth is that I only have the nerve for this
work because I have Renee behind me.
I have learned to appreciate her like I never could, I
don't think, carving out a life of comfort in America.
With an unfettered view of Africa's awful dark corners, I
have had my naivety shocked by the reality of humanity's
inhumanity, stirring me closer to my precious wife and
kids. Renee has slept through many nights without me. And
she's slept through as many with me awake at her side,
meditating on life's fragility, knowing that every day
has been a gift. These years have been stressful for our
marriage. And they have been like glue.
This valuable perspective has not only brought about an
unexpected closeness in our family, but it has also
challenged my presumptions about God. Part of me came
here, I think, to see what God looked like in Africa – if
the idea of God made any sense here. What I have found is
a God less predictable, but more real, than I ever knew.
His hidden ways are like a metaphysical mountain
sometimes, especially when confronting the misery that
defines Africa. But His ways seem more and more right as
I grow older. More simply, God has grown very big to me
whilst serving here. And I appreciate more and more the
feeling of being small.
The enormity of Africa's problems contribute to that
feeling of smallness. They are saddening, and there's not
much we can do about them on a human scale. The depth of
human sin, impervious to the world's programs and
projects, yields only to the life-changing power of God.
Changed hearts are the only hope for Africa, but this is
true anywhere in the world. As a missionary sent to this
particular place, our task is not to save the world. Our
task is simple obedience to the Master who, in His way
and in His time, will do the saving. Understanding our
"calling" to this work as obedience to God has helped us
to see the reasons for sticking it out. We are not
striving toward some puny human goal, but instead resting
in a God who works in us and around us, and remarkably,
through us.
These past ten years are full of fleeting glimpses of
God's redemptive work... I hear a little girl squeal with
joy at the sight of her mother. The two, reunited on the
parking ramp of a war-torn old airstrip in eastern Congo,
were separated in the onslaught of ethnic fighting and
the girl lost to the forest. She was found months later
and placed on my airplane. She runs into her mothers arms
just beneath the wing of it, and I will never forget the
sight. I see a Sudanese pastor hoisted upon the shoulders
of a village, the whole assembly bursting into song as
they celebrate his return, surrounding the plane, shaking
the earth. I see a ragged portion of the Bible
painstakingly translated, delivered by air, clutched to
the chest – to the heart – of an old woman in a hut of
sticks and thatch. I hear a sigh of relief from a weary
missionary on a patch of mud flanked by thunderstorms as
I unload two thousand pounds of medicines to her isolated
clinic, "Thank God you got in, we ran out of supplies
yesterday." I am hugged by a young Sudanese man, his
mouthful of crooked teeth calling me "brother" on a
neglected strip in the middle of what could be properly
called "nowhere." Except there is no such thing. God is
everywhere. It's only that you need an airplane to see
it's true for Africa.
Through the eyes of a pilot and a plane, these years have
offered a window into what God is doing here. And they
have revealed His purposes in us amid the process –
through the uncertain moments, the heart-stopping, the
heart-wrenching, and the glorious. How do you measure the
value of such a gift? And how do you say "thank you" to
those who have prayed, and paid your way?
It has been interesting to look back at ten years of
ministry and come out with a singular, tremendous feeling
of being blessed. One would gather that ten years would
add up to some sum of what has been given or sacrificed.
Yet this journey has been our gain. And now we see the
future a little differently than we did when we were
twenty-five.